Am I managing my life or am I getting managed by life?
Things seem to getting out of hand recently.
Encountered my first ever failure in project management.
Great. I've got some good experience to share now.
Ain't life awesome.
Nyeh.
Sunday, 28 March 2010
Thursday, 25 March 2010
Saturday, 20 March 2010
The sky is falling.
I am very stressed.
Currently, going through some emotional turbulence.
Its like the fortress I've been building is at the brink of collapsing.
Its like something is trying to rip me apart from inside out.
I feel like I'm losing myself, losing everything.
That monster I've been suppressing - I can't deal with it anymore.
Its falling apart, everything is.
I can't find that strength to shoulder my world anymore.
Just a simple poke, everything can easily crumble down.
The sky is falling and there is nothing I can do but to get teary.
What a wimp!
Currently, going through some emotional turbulence.
Its like the fortress I've been building is at the brink of collapsing.
Its like something is trying to rip me apart from inside out.
I feel like I'm losing myself, losing everything.
That monster I've been suppressing - I can't deal with it anymore.
Its falling apart, everything is.
I can't find that strength to shoulder my world anymore.
Just a simple poke, everything can easily crumble down.
The sky is falling and there is nothing I can do but to get teary.
What a wimp!
Friday, 12 March 2010
Dear Jk,
I know how much you are enjoying your life in Melbourne now.
But still, I have to say something about your spending pattern.
I know how good it feels when you can just spend without worrying too much.
But in this current situation, its way too ridiculous.
You are not earning enough to cover your expenditure.
Cut it down a bit. You don't have to buy everything you like.
Your savings will come in handy in the future with the aid of compounding.
Much love,
Jk
I know how much you are enjoying your life in Melbourne now.
But still, I have to say something about your spending pattern.
I know how good it feels when you can just spend without worrying too much.
But in this current situation, its way too ridiculous.
You are not earning enough to cover your expenditure.
Cut it down a bit. You don't have to buy everything you like.
Your savings will come in handy in the future with the aid of compounding.
Much love,
Jk
Tuesday, 9 March 2010
Tuesday, 2 March 2010
Woke up feeling a bit empty, a bit disappointed.
I wanted to be honest about how I feel, to be straight forward,
but then, I don't want to be perceived as being paranoid or too dependent.
There might be reasons behind this irregularity.
Again, this boils down to the issue of managing expectation.
To let things flow naturally without directions,
it is much easier said then done.
To be spontaneous,
it is just not something that I can cope very well with.
I find comfort in pattern, I find comfort in predictions.
Hrpmh, this whole fuzzy hazy thing can be quite sexy,
but sometimes, it can really get quite tiring.
What do I actually want out of this?
Alas, good morning Tuesday.
I wanted to be honest about how I feel, to be straight forward,
but then, I don't want to be perceived as being paranoid or too dependent.
There might be reasons behind this irregularity.
Again, this boils down to the issue of managing expectation.
To let things flow naturally without directions,
it is much easier said then done.
To be spontaneous,
it is just not something that I can cope very well with.
I find comfort in pattern, I find comfort in predictions.
Hrpmh, this whole fuzzy hazy thing can be quite sexy,
but sometimes, it can really get quite tiring.
What do I actually want out of this?
Alas, good morning Tuesday.
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