Sometimes I wonder if I've made the right decisions in life.
Looking back into the past,
replaying the various possible scenarios,
I keep on asking myself tonnes of "what if".
I know life would have been different,
perhaps even better,
perhaps even closer to what I vision it to be.

But the truth is,
it doesn't matter if my past decision is right or wrong.
I've already crossed that point of no return.
I've alraedy made my choices.
I can no longer shut down and restart my life.
I can no longer reprogramme my values,
and reestablish the expectations of others.

All I can do now,
is to continue on with this reality that I've created,
and try to extract the maximum value out of it.
Nyeh, that's life.